Getting to my breaking point....

Got Salvage Access after taking it upon myself to attempt to get a party together.

I've been trying to get zilart mission 8 done for months now. I've been promised help for months by a few different people, no one is ever around or up for doing the fucking thing. I stood moving from Jeuno to Aht Urghan for hours now and not ONE person has even sent a tell with interest. (this has been two days in a row...hours of running around shouting.)

I've been in many shells, all of which can't stay together for more than a goddamn month after I join. They're dead, and for some stupid reason I keep the shells and check them daily for people....hoping maybe someday there would be more than ME on the shell.

I WANT to progress, I WANT to get my missions done, I WANT to see the storyline (more than anything actually)....but I can't get help for the life of me.

If this keeps up, no matter how much I love this game, I will get frustrated and quit.

I've been playing WoW again, mostly out of frustration with FFXI. I've been enjoying my time back this time. Almost 70, been doing dungeons, getting rep, getting attuned, never have any trouble finding a party to do these things with. Have a guild who will be attempting "Old Content" like Molten Core, Black Wing Layer...the good stuff that I've done and really enjoyed many times before.

Black Mage Artifact Get

Got the boots too but I'm too lazy to screen them right now hehe. All that's left is the hat, which I'll probably bug people to help me with this weekend. ^^
I used up all the charges on my Anniversary band today. Managed t help me get from 44 to 56 in less than a week. =/ Wow, I'm an addict.... Very soon, I'll have to go back to leveling Red Mage for my sub...which I do slowly, and solo (so far). I just can't deal with low level parties lately, they irriate me.

I've been a busy little bee too.